DATE: 08/29/2008 17:07:45 / MOOD: other
Just so you know even though you have ripped my heart out and thrown it to the wolves.
I am alot stronger than I may look.
Yes I have hurt and to a point I still hurt but it is nothing I can't handle.
You have shattered all hope I have in anyone ever again.
I just can't believe that you would do this to me after so many years.
You are hurting two other important people more than you think and that is why I am stronger than you think.
I will be there for them no matter what and I will not give in so easy to anything you bring at me.
I am through crying over you even though you hurt me so bad.
I have to move foward and take care of the two most important people in my life.
This is why I am stronger than you think I might be.
And this is why I am done believing your lies and taking care of what needs to be done now.
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DATE: 08/29/2008 17:06:15 / MOOD: other
Why did you have to play with my heart the way you did?
Why did you lie to me for so long?
Why now after all this time do you make this all come to an end?
Why should I ever believe what you tell me again?
Why was I such a fool for so many years?
Why didn't I see the truth sooner?
Why is it that you couldn't just tell me the truth?
Why now do u feel the need to rip a family apart the way you are doing right now?
Why did you have to turn our lives upside down?
Why do u have to see us suffer?
Why don't you just tell me the truth all the time I at least deserve that much from you?
Why is it that you lied about how you really felt about me that hurts more than anything?
Why is it that you made me believe other wise when all along it could have been nothing but flat out lies?
And Finally I ask you are you happy now that we are a family no more and three of us are suffering more than you can imagine?
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DATE: 11/15/2007 23:10:15 / MOOD: happy
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Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please Do Not Spoil The
Fun! Hit Forward, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then
Send This to a Whole Bunch of People That You Know...And Send It Back To Me So
I Can See Your Answers, the Theory Is That You Will Learn a Lot Of Little Known
Facts About Those You Know.
1. WERE
YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yes
2. WHEN
WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Two days ago
3. DO
YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Its okay
4. WHAT
IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH Meat? Honey Ham
5.
DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes two little girls 
6. IF
YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yes
7.
DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? Well what do you think LOL
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? Yes
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? No way I am to scared
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? There are so many to choose from LOL
11.
DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN
YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Well sometimes just depends on where I kick them off at.
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
STRONG? Well to a certain point
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE
ICE CREAM? Chocolate Chip cookie dough mmmmmm.......
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Their
smile
15.
RED OR PINK? Red not so much Pink
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE
THING ABOUT YOUR SELF?
At this point my weight
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? My grandma miss talking to her 
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO SEND THIS BACK TO YOU? Yes
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Grey Sweat pants and no shoes
20. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Cereal
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO
RIGHT NOW? Charmed hehe my favorite show.
22. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? I'd have to say purple
23. FAVORITE SMELLS? Roses and the fresh smell when it rains
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My mom
25. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? Well of course Hugssssss Robin
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH? Don't really watch any sports
27. HAIR COLOR? Black
28. EYE COLOR? Brown
29. DO YOU WEAR
CONTACTS? No
30.FAVORITE FOOD? My moms tamales mmmm can't wait to have them at x-mas LOL
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? Can I choose both LOL
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? If from my collection then 28 Days Later
33.
WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING? Dark Pinkish and Grey
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Well summer is nice but don'tlike the heat and winter is nice for the snow but don't like the cold to much either
35. HUGS OR KISSES? Both
36.FAVORITE DESSERT? Cheese Cake mmmmm
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Krissi and hmmm not sure who else
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Not sure
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Nothing at this time to busy to read
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? A puppy sleeping
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT? Disney movies all nite
42. FAVORITE
SOUND? Music
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES? Neither
44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? Florida
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL
TALENT? Special Talent well I can draw and paint if that counts
46.WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Santa Fe New Mexico
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING
FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? Everyone’s
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